Two is better than one.

Hey.

I know i know, this thing is dead for a while. :/

you’ll probably only see a few hahas and lols here.

-.-

i’ve been real busy. :/

sorry.

there’s meeting tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and then the day after the day after the day tomorrow.

-.-

and then there’s personal problems.

pshhh.

i’ve been looking at JOTA pictures.

there’s like lots and lots of photographers. :/

blah. i miss JOTA.

and my challenge badge somehow disappeared.

its so not fair.

*sigh

You don’t have to call anymore, I won’t pick up the phone,

This is the last straw, don’t wanna hurt anymore.  - Taylor Swift, You Are Not Sorry.

my life is getting miserabler day by day.

*sigh

i wonder what i’ve done the past life.

Guess what?

Moral = 47

Hist = 39

psh. imagine. -.-

oh wait wait. i have pictures. of the bitchy face of mine.

well, i am just gonna post this one up today. :/

PS : People edit their pictures because their OHSOUGLY faces are too ugly.

PPS : Offended? FUCK OFF.

One down ; 2 to go. :)

and so, JOTA’09 is now finally over.

i’m feeling, happy and sad,

happy because everything’s now finally over.

sad because i’m missing JOTA’09 like mad, and i still have no voice. XD

well, even though we got what we didn’t expect,

everything was last minute, and we still won.

and so, we met new people,  we gained more experience, we tried new stuff.

so i guess its all worth it.

i know we’ll do better next year.

hhahahah.

at last, i can climb the the vertical again. muahahaha.

hah. i’m starting to really miss it.

now all i have is CATC and Traplex.

which i hope is gonna be better.

well, i have to update tomorrow cause i just finished meeting.

last but not least, the bitchy face of mine.

PS : The name is LIWEN not Limien. -.-

I’ll tell you,

what’s best in life,

it’s when you know,

Exan’s over at last.

sigh.

now here comes camps. :/

-.- i shall not talk about anyone, cause its just spreading, -.-

You know who you are, please, if you know its about you. Dont tell la. mother. why so no brain?!

owh and 14/10/2009 is the most embarrassing day for me. :/

and you, the same one as above,

it was suppose to end like months and months ago. -.-

but somehow, i still didn’t.

i’ve asked myself why, but i don’t find answers.

and i’ve almost revealed everything today. but luckily, i didn’t. sigh.

and and i failed moral, PSH.

you know what the dang teacher said,

‘Liwen, you sure get last in aliran already’

i look at her , ‘Teacher, i wont. ‘

Stupid. she even say i die ad. psh. useless.

i’ll update more tomorrow. with pictures. cause now, im super tired/lazy/pissed/regret/sad. -.-

i seriously do feel like a bipolar. eek.

You’re everything I ask for, Everything I ask for, and just a lil’ bit more.

Everything I ask for, and SO MUCH MORE.

this is just a short update again. and adlina didn’t take the pictures properly, so, its blured. and so, i wont post it up. wanna see? go view facebook. XD

kaykay. im tired. sleepy.

PS : I don’t care if you’re gonna say this to anyone, but please stop telling everyone about the posts before this? it was suppose to be a secret. oh well, Fuckyou.

YOU just KNOW,

no matter what,

you’re going to just win,

even if there’s still a better one. -.-

ADLINA.

heyyyloww.

oh, Adlina is moving, not exactly, migrating to, Lumut, Perak.

sad nia.

i may have not know you for a long time, but then, you get what i mean right. oh and the pictures. >.< don’t delete. okayy?

HAH. the 2 pictures.

: ) i’ll remember to send stuffs to you.

oh and remember me okayy. you 1 year partner in class. haha. kay kay.

: )

Hey. Just decided to post a super short update.

My life currently suck.

oh and, you know who you are. the distance between us is growing. :/

and, SGGS is combining with Unit 1.

yes, i know. you’re probably saying. that unit gone already.

but remember, EXPECT the UNEXPECTED. GR.

well, tata. lazy wanna blog. i have a draft for after exam. so, BYE.

PS : DO NOT LOOK DOWN ON US. >(

Nobody’s perfect though.

Sempurna. Perfect. : )

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna… Sempurna…

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna… Sempurna…

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Translated :

You are so perfect
You are so beautiful through my eyes
You always make me want to compliment you

Every step i take
I will always remember you
I can’t imagine my life without your love

Don’t you ever leave me
I can’t go through life without you
Only with you i can

You are my blood
You are my heart
You are my life
You make me complete
Oh my love you are so…
Perfect…perfect…

You held my hands
At times when i am weak and down
You whispered the words and drove my worries away

Don’t you ever leave me
I can’t go through life without you
Only with you i can

You are my blood
You are my heart
You are my life
You make me complete
Oh my love you are so…
Perfect…perfect…

You held my hands
At times when i am weak and down
You whispered the words and drove my worries away

See the song?

Sempurna. it reminds me about campnight. Traplex’08

well, i just decided to post up this.

So, i have to go before my dad sees me. Bye.

Its not even funny anymore,

: )

i didn’t know meiwan knew. o.O

but she does. he told her. hah.

ohwell, today’s like the last post till um. 13th.

my dad don’t allow me to touch it at all.

well, camp’s date changed again. 23rd, 27th and 28th. : )

and i just noticed, my school wants everyone to be lesbians. ew.

um. i have nothing to say already. all i can say is i am not in the mood to laugh, talk, smile at all.

so, bye bye.

PS : Freak, i fucking love you. -.- yes i do.

I hate how being sorry is good enough for you,

I hate how you joke around like we used to.

Camp’s postphoned. For a week only though. but its enough. : |

I don’t believe he’s doing that. x(

i go find out. hmph.

was laughing the whole day today. xD

anyway, busybusy. TATA.

eek. xD i’m hyper. muahahahahha.

PS : Leeleng ahhhh! xD

PPS : I should go, this really needs to end. :  )

I hate how you can just go on like it doesn’t hurt you when it’s killing me

And I’ll get over you, just give me time.

I’ll get over you because I have to.

everything went through my mind,

counted the days.

i’m left with 10 days minus Exam, JOTA. to CATC.

now i realize i’m out of time,

most of the things are still not done.

Time ; Stop flying please. :’(

i hate life. its so not fair.

That day, I looked back, and realize it was me who was wrong all along.

I knew, i knew, i was wrong. but i’m now being right for once. you said sorry.

Everyone uses this last time, i still like it. : )

Judge me ; i’ll prove you wrong.

tell me what to do ; i’ll tell you off.

say i’m not worth it ; watch where i end up.

call me a biitch ; i’ll show you one.

screw me over ; i’ll do it twice as bad.

call me crazy ; but you really have no idea.

krazee’s my middle name.

oh. i hate copycats. they suck. BOOOOO! They have no life, they just follow what people around them do. hmmmm

and, I don’t get why you’re doing it just to be the talk of everyone. I really don’t. Seriously, you’re just making everyone to think that you’re great, I bet people who you’ve shown thinks you’re dumb and really making fun of yourself. then you act as if you don’t wanna show them, what’s so great? I don’t show it to people, because I have dignity, don’t you feel embarrassed too? because i know i do. No offense. Just something i felt. xD

Now, on a total different story.

It’s sad when people you know, become people you knew.

When you can just walk right past someone that was once a big part of your life ;

how you used to be able to talk for hours & now you can’t look at them.

Funny how things change.

: ‘ (

I’m gonna change. I don’t care. :/

by Traplex.  I know i am. hungmei’s not going. sigh.

Sad isn’t it?

no matter what you do or say to me

when you come running back to me

when you need me again

i’ll be here waiting for you

& i’ll take you back.

I’ll be waiting no matter how long it takes.

I need time to  think,

but i have exams and camps. i have no more time.

Time won’t wait.

So i won’t be wasting it. and i’m gonna just leave right now.

but i don’t want to. : )

Moving on is simple; it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

I’m still halfway. : )

One more to end my post today.

The truth is everybody’s going to hurt you,

you just have to figure out who is worth the pain.

PS : I know, why so many : ), i’m addicted to : ) its so cute. yeah. im weird i know.

Eventually I’ll run out of tears.

I can’t live like this.

I just can’t

Welcome to my life.

The people who born on the same date, have been telling me the same thing on the same day. -.-

they said i deny everything, i deny facts. maybe i do. it’s just that, i don’tknow.

i know, most of the people is saying that, ‘What the heck are you writing?!’ , ‘Um. . I don’t get you/this?’

its just, i will tell you one day. I know i will.

and if, you have a problem with me, please tell me.

I know i may be weird, evil, EMO (but please do not use it on me, use another term), bitchy, etc.

but will you tell me if i’m doing it?

because now, i don’t know what i’m doing anymore.

I’ve lost everything, Trust, Love, everything.

Lucky to me, i think i still have friends.

I really really need a freaking punching bag.

maybe i’ll go opposite and punch that punching bag tomorrow. ugh.

currently, this song, reflects my life,

Welcome to my LIFE – Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out-of-place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

no one understands what shit i’m going through,

and, Kev, Sorry. Really really sorry. for everything.

i’ll go now. :/

PS : Welcome to my life.

PPS : I’m not allowed to touch the computer starting from the 1st of October.

tata!