to do three things,

heyyy,

i know. i didnt update since march 14th. xD

well, i’m in the mood today,

and i get to online. xD

soooo,

i’m bored. -.-

damn.

bleh..

my marks sucks.

hmmmmmmm…

i plan to kononnya study.

*sighhh

bleh.

fine i really do not know what to say already la. -.-

and i know my leg has two lines blue-blacking

BECAUSE i kicked a chair. -.-

and Rahman was sitting on it. -.-

HEAVY ASS. xD

lol

seriously,

i did that cause i had nothing else to do. xDDD

to love what is mortal,

to hold it against your bones,

knowing your own life,

depends on it,

and when the time comes to let it go,

you let it go.

cause i know,

Yo.

Guys, what’s up.

sigh

My Friday tuition gonna be boring.

Stupid teacher.

ASSSSHOLE.

No brain.

Make Rahman quit. :[

You wait.

I'm gonna kill you.

ish.

HEH.

I still getta see Rahman every Sunday. Hee~

At least.

i wanna see him everyday. FUN FUN. :'[

ohwell,

Cn'G planning. -.-

i tak tau apa nak kata.

*sigh

life's getting miserable again.

and that friday tuition teacher lectured us that we can die anytime,

so dont sombong. o.O

she even gave us examples

my mind was saying, 'you want us to die isit?'

-.-

stupid human

blehhh

im so bored

going to school by 8 - 6 tomorrow. SIGH

kill me.

'Have you ever loved someone that much?'

‘No. Never did. Until now.’

________________________________________________________

I so bored. -.-

I wanna go read d.

not study la duh.

XD

well, bye

you’re worth it,

yeah, you’re worth it. :]

you’d tell me,

to stop again,

Heyy.

What’s up peooplee.

My marks improved though its all isn’t A. -.-

Maths – 83

English – 80 (-.-)

History – 68

Geography – 68

stupid. >.<

one more question.

ISHHH.

Ohwell,

WE, now are pia-ing for Saints CnG.

)

bleh,

i dunno what to write

-.-

seriously.

i damn bored lehh. sigh

SUKAN DAY SUCK. GR.

SMILEEEE.

bored lar. ISH

i go d lar.

bye.

to stop LEAVING..

5 more days to Sports Day.

I hate it. RAWR

and this is how i spent my CNY in SP

the night when they were playing firecrackers and all. XD

a tattoo

sleeeeeping

long fingernails. (:

new clothes

smiling -.-

getting real bored.

ugly picture. -.-

the view from my room. xD well, i was real bored.

my hair is long. )

newer clothes. well, no diffs. tsk.

RAWR

that was my CNY.

and im bored.

Life’s been a pain in the ass.

Wednesdays are the worst. among all days.

ALL PMR subjects at once.

then tuition straight almost after school

and what i hate the most is seeing his face. -.-

not the good he

he the kevin lee wen jieh. UGH.

i hate him i hate him i hate him. RAWR.

WATCH OUT PEEPOS. I’m TIGGER. NYAHAAHHAA

we have raptai early in the morning tomorrow.

im turning as dark as Rahman Johari. XD

HE OWES ME MCD. and still DOES. nyaha.

( i hate SPORTS DAY.

i’m gonna be fully burnt. NYAHA

and shit hole is coming.

KILL ME someone?

R.

A.

W.

R.

!

This post seems long.

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing everything you do

and yet, im still bored.

i’m trying to play back the Guitar.

sighh

im soooo bored.

nyahhaaa

ooo.

i know what to do already. RAWR.

plan stuff for Saints C&G.

and i shall forget everything about studying.

NYAHA.

well, i guess i shall go now.

i’m so annoying, aren’t i?

BYE

nyahahaa

PS : I’m TIGGER, POOH’s best friend. )

PPS : I ROAR; RAWR. )

PPS : I have a lot of PSes

PPPS : I bet no one’s reading. XD

PPPPS : I’m seriously damn it bored. RAWR.

PPPPPS : Text me. Nyaha.

PPPPPPS : I shall not say PS anymore.

PPPPPPPS : FINEEEE. I WILL GO NOW.

PPPPPPPPS : Borrow me STORYBOOKS. I’m bored. XD

PPPPPPPPPS : BYEBYE.

PPPPPPPPPPS : I’ll leave now. I’ll miss you guys. :]

PPPPPPPPPPPS :  nyahhahaha. This may be the last time i blog.

PPPPPPPPPPPPS : Sorry, if i ever did TERSINGGUNG/tekchui/

PPPPPPPPPPPPPS : I just searched the DICTIONARY and found the word. so i shall continue

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPS : EKHEM, Sorry if i ever did TERSINGGUNG/TEKCHUI/DISPLEASE you guys. Sorrrrrryyy. :’(

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPS : okay, im sick of PSes. BYE

But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer ♥

Chea Chea Cheong & Andrew Jieh

(the cousin on the left and the husband/cousin in-law on the right)

went tuition just now, it was fun. somehow.

and Jason, damn lansi. xDD

eh, Jason, jk ni.  (:

Once I understood that saying that I am lonely is very immature, I stopped saying so. Just because I don’t talk about it anymore, doesn’t mean I’m not.

that is so damned true. lol

School’s starting.  *sigh

luckyy, NOT.

tuition tomorrow.

thank god its fun. hahh

and, Rahman’s going.

he took my eraser and after 2 days,

i ask him where is it.

he wrote his name d. -.-

then he look at me and smile.

GRR.

i haven’t touch my homewoorkk. AHHHH

well,  im always getting screwed in school.  sighh

i hate school. XD

and i bought 2 storybooks. weeheeee..

i shall update latter.

now damn lazy

And to end this post,

a personal fav. (:

i like this most.

What is the thing that makes them click?

What is the thing, that makes them,

Heyyy.

back from SP d. xD

went to Gurney Hotel w/ cousins last night.

but didn’t go Gurney

weird i know. xD

and so, this morning my cousins and I went to

Queensbay. xD

well, we went to the skating rink. and my god, more than 200 people there.

so, we didnt make it in. then went in to the ARCADE. xD

hah.

then, the quack quack quack came.  XD

and we continued, blablabla.

then we went to the mini arcade. xD

and played the drums thingy.

lol. then it wass 4+ ad.

i had to go. went  to mcD

lead her back to Borders.

and went back mcD

then, going Tambun later. SEAFOOD.

‘ He looks like GAY but then MUCH MUCH HOTTER. and i’m PROUD.’

xD  even my mum says so. lol

it meant to sound as an insult. xD

fall in love?

Filed under: Life ]]> http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2010/02/19/i-often-wonder/feed/ 0 liwen http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2010/02/14/will-i-ever-get-control-of-my-life/ http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2010/02/14/will-i-ever-get-control-of-my-life/#comments Sun, 14 Feb 2010 02:30:00 +0000 Liwen http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/?p=683 ]]> Will I always be shoved back,

and pushed around by those i trust?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (: oh and.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY. ♥

Yo. xD

LOL.

And so, The First day of CNY.

New clothes, New shoes. HEE~

Steamboat for like lunch and dinner.

*sigh

ME no likey. XD

I’m going back to Grandmum’s.

Then to SP!

woohoo.

hah

i like going back to SP.  :P

and yes. i do not know what to say next.

i have no pics.

sad i know.

-.-

my bro’s killing me for the comp. -.-

Oh and and this thing rocks.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin’ on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away

And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away

And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away

And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

Not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do.

HAH.

It really does.

-.-

im back  to I-DO-NOT-WHAT-TO-SAY-PART.

I shall try to update tomorrow kua. xD

WELL, BYE  BYE.

Will my life ever go where I want it to?

Will my life not be miserable?

oh my darling valentine, ILY. ;P

LEAVE. NOW.

Please.

You didn’t,

You thought I was joking,

And it took you forever to actually LEAVE,

heh.

i knoww. i haven’t been blogging since JOTA’09

-.-

sorry.

its because  my life’s fucked up.

hah

and school sucks man.

only 2 months passed but there’s already 3 teachers who suck rock on my list.

i shall not state the names.

one of ‘em looks down on us like we’re standard 1 students.

one of ‘em scolds us when we don’t do wrong. stupid ass.

one more is one that i’ve hated since last year.

She treats us as slaves. -.-

oh well, who cares.

Let’s move on to some other stuff.

hmmm…

so, our Sports Day is on the 6th of March.

and the Mid-Term Exam is on the 9th of March.

I wonder what’s gonna happen if we fail. -.-

bleh.

RETARDED.

GONG XI VALENTINE’S DAY!

Its unbelievable, technically tomorrow’s Valentine’s already.

oh. and.

my teacher has blogs,

for our holiday homeworks. -.-

*sigh

oh and Replay rocks. hah.

Do You Remember too.

i’m still not used to the 2010 stuff. xD

im slowww. i knoww.

i guess  i don’t know what to say. oh wait. i have a new friend. xD

her name is. . .

Audrey! xD

can’t see their faces right.

Angeline. Sue Ann. Liwen. MEEEEEEEEEEEETAAAAA. xD Audrey the DUCK was the photographer. P

well, hmmmm… im bored.

i don’t know what to say.

hmmmm..

well, i think i can’t go online tomorrow.  :(

but i have to say bye.

so, bye

To REALIZE that I was actually . . .

SERIOUS.

Filed under: Life ]]> http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2010/02/13/gong-xi-valentines-day/feed/ 5 liwen Audrey. xD Meeta and DUCK. :P had nothing to do. XD boo. xD http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2009/10/21/two-is-better-than-one/ http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/2009/10/21/two-is-better-than-one/#comments Wed, 21 Oct 2009 12:52:27 +0000 Liwen http://theysayijustdontloveyou.wordpress.com/?p=659 ]]> Hey.

I know i know, this thing is dead for a while. :/

you’ll probably only see a few hahas and lols here.

-.-

i’ve been real busy. :/

sorry.

there’s meeting tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and then the day after the day after the day tomorrow.

-.-

and then there’s personal problems.

pshhh.

i’ve been looking at JOTA pictures.

there’s like lots and lots of photographers. :/

blah. i miss JOTA.

and my challenge badge somehow disappeared.

its so not fair.

*sigh

You don’t have to call anymore, I won’t pick up the phone,

This is the last straw, don’t wanna hurt anymore.  - Taylor Swift, You Are Not Sorry.

my life is getting miserabler day by day.

*sigh

i wonder what i’ve done the past life.

Guess what?

Moral = 47

Hist = 39

psh. imagine. -.-

oh wait wait. i have pictures. of the bitchy face of mine.

well, i am just gonna post this one up today. :/

PS : People edit their pictures because their OHSOUGLY faces are too ugly.

PPS : Offended? FUCK OFF.